Messed up

This holiday is all messed up.... i don't understand why i have to do so many (even unnecessary) stuffs which makes me unable to draw...

I want to learn and practice more but so many things happened...

my internet broke down... which means i couldn't find a reference of open up things that i want to see or read e-books... i have to borrow people's internet to do things...

it's hard for me to draw without a reference, because i'm still a beginner ... :(

so the thing is without internet... i'm nothing...

it's sad but it's half true

so now i'm moving to traditional art ... GOUACHE ....

i'm not really familiar with gouache... in fact Art Fundie is the first time i used gouache ...

and so here's some of my gouache doodle...

first gouache doodle drawing ... it's a (sort of) remake of Kei's alice in wonderland concept art.

more doodle drawing of my ideas :) it's fun to do quick doodles with paint

and a painting of my close friend's mom :)

i'm still do not know how to handle it properly... still experimenting... it's kinda fun to learn new things :D

my head gonna explode this way....